finally. prelims are over. and now all that's left is the O's. the big great important thing that's gonna bring us yet into another phase of life. the end of schooling in st nicks. not that the school's great or whatever, but i'm gonna miss it. not the school, but the people, of course... some of the food as well. hee. i watched raising helen like... few weeks ago, in the midst of prelims. me and kris cried our hearts out in the almost empty cinema. and sad to say, xian pretended not to know us. HA. the couple sitting at the back of us moved to the other end of the theatre during the advertisments part. hahahah. OK. i know that's our fault lah, because it wasn't even the movie that made us laugh, the advertisments were just so strangely funny that we began to laugh. probably irritated the hell outta them. WE CAN'T HELP IT. SORRY. but it'll happen again. (:
I MISS GUIDES. AND MORNING GLORY. and many many people i love a lot there. like... hmmm. yanhong dear, ling ling, dots. can't remember. hahahaha.
gonna start my intensive study schedule. and therefore, i officially proclaim this blog to be yet another round of two- month- dysfunctional blog. so don't bother checking. this account will probably be stuck here until december. i predict that after O's i won't even have the time to come online to post a decent account of some scruple of my life. too busy catching up on my life that i lost in studying. great. i'm excited. hahahahah.
fell down today. on the hockey pitch. what a decent fall man. right before the day i'm going to the istana to get the PGA. GREAT. and i'll like limp up the stairs to get the prize from mr president. i'm looking forward to the reception actually. food glorious food! wonderful. fruit tarts, cheesecakes! yay!
Friday, April 02, 2004
lalala... my patrol blog is sooooo nice. cheryl's great! must be cux she's a morning glorian. hahahahahh! so bhb eh me.
no more test liao! next week's test, surprisingly only comprises of chem! how exciting! and i can slack for the rest of the bloody week! not bloody lah. haha. will be having a buddhist retreat on thursay to saturday. hahah... so i'll be meditating and stuff in the temple. anyway. i've blogged in the patrol webbie! hahaha
renny :)
no more test liao! next week's test, surprisingly only comprises of chem! how exciting! and i can slack for the rest of the bloody week! not bloody lah. haha. will be having a buddhist retreat on thursay to saturday. hahah... so i'll be meditating and stuff in the temple. anyway. i've blogged in the patrol webbie! hahaha
renny :)
Saturday, February 28, 2004
think renny's gonna break.
how?
she's trying to be stretched to the limits but I'm not a rubber band...
i'm still a string.
i'll break
when you pull too hard.
i'll bounce back higher when you hit me to the ground
but i'll burst when you do it to hard.
gimme some assurance would you?
i'm not prepared to live through self doubt and misery every day.
i'm not prepared to smile to everyone when i really dun feel like doing that.
i dun wanna cry in front of people and show that i'm a weakling.
lost my way.
my tears blinded my way...
how?
she's trying to be stretched to the limits but I'm not a rubber band...
i'm still a string.
i'll break
when you pull too hard.
i'll bounce back higher when you hit me to the ground
but i'll burst when you do it to hard.
gimme some assurance would you?
i'm not prepared to live through self doubt and misery every day.
i'm not prepared to smile to everyone when i really dun feel like doing that.
i dun wanna cry in front of people and show that i'm a weakling.
lost my way.
my tears blinded my way...
Sunday, December 28, 2003
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall, ooh
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly, ooh
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants to bother to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just
Trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to
Trust the voice within, ohh
Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away, ooh ohh
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day, ohh
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside, look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just
Trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to
Trust the voice within
Ohh yeah, ooh, yeah ohh
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
(Be strong)
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
And like your oldest friend just
Trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to
Trust the voice within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
okk. i'm trying. really.
just went voice lesson today. after like a century ago...
fineee,... i have no chest tone. hahahaha. bleaghs. I think i'm quite retarded to actually take such a long time to find my low tone right. :)
dunno lah. I should be happy cox i'm not the shittiest in voice right? i still that tinge of inferiority there hanging there once in a while. I may laugh it off say i can never go low but i really want to be good at both high and low. I'm that serious towards singing. it has pratically been sorta a vagure guide like what i would like to be next time... i suddenly so serious. hopefully no one reads this. cox renny always smiles right? i know. correct.
What's so depressing about not singing ok right? so stuppppiddddd. why? i also dunnoe. :)
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall, ooh
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly, ooh
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants to bother to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just
Trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to
Trust the voice within, ohh
Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away, ooh ohh
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day, ohh
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside, look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just
Trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to
Trust the voice within
Ohh yeah, ooh, yeah ohh
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
(Be strong)
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
And like your oldest friend just
Trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to
Trust the voice within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
okk. i'm trying. really.
just went voice lesson today. after like a century ago...
fineee,... i have no chest tone. hahahaha. bleaghs. I think i'm quite retarded to actually take such a long time to find my low tone right. :)
dunno lah. I should be happy cox i'm not the shittiest in voice right? i still that tinge of inferiority there hanging there once in a while. I may laugh it off say i can never go low but i really want to be good at both high and low. I'm that serious towards singing. it has pratically been sorta a vagure guide like what i would like to be next time... i suddenly so serious. hopefully no one reads this. cox renny always smiles right? i know. correct.
What's so depressing about not singing ok right? so stuppppiddddd. why? i also dunnoe. :)
Saturday, December 13, 2003
dang.
hahhaa. i saw peter pan's movie advert and i'm so gonna watch it no new zealand or not. and i have this bloody great hunch that i ain't gonna take the tests sceduled for the fist few weeks. heh. I'm gloating. i know. hahahahaha. so bloody happy. but then again. I'm not gonna bring my hopes too high. still gonna study. for my own good wor.
Going m'sia for a week, all renny's frens dun miss me. haha.
Ooooh. that little boy playing peter pan in the movie is like. wow. in caps. his gonna grow up a one bloody hunk. blue eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wadahell.
Got my Westside story vol 3. hahahahah. told the shop keeper to call me once it came out. SO NICE... hahahaha. waiting for part 4 now. damn it. do u know how long it is to wait for the next volume to come out? so torturing.. like tony sun! like tony sun! yay.
the memory of me shaking his hand is still alive. replaying in my mind again and again. his like so shuai in real and reel life. wadahell. ren fu. hate him. WHY IS HE SO PRETTY! i'm jealous. when i shook hands with him i almost stretched out my hand to take a handful of his cheeks. to PINCH HIM HARD. SO CUTE. kawaii ne. hahahaha.
Now the bad. bloody hell shit ass. argh. gonna go back to school in like weeks time. wadahell. so not looking forward to it. grrrrrrrrrr. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
hahhaa. i saw peter pan's movie advert and i'm so gonna watch it no new zealand or not. and i have this bloody great hunch that i ain't gonna take the tests sceduled for the fist few weeks. heh. I'm gloating. i know. hahahahaha. so bloody happy. but then again. I'm not gonna bring my hopes too high. still gonna study. for my own good wor.
Going m'sia for a week, all renny's frens dun miss me. haha.
Ooooh. that little boy playing peter pan in the movie is like. wow. in caps. his gonna grow up a one bloody hunk. blue eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wadahell.
Got my Westside story vol 3. hahahahah. told the shop keeper to call me once it came out. SO NICE... hahahaha. waiting for part 4 now. damn it. do u know how long it is to wait for the next volume to come out? so torturing.. like tony sun! like tony sun! yay.
the memory of me shaking his hand is still alive. replaying in my mind again and again. his like so shuai in real and reel life. wadahell. ren fu. hate him. WHY IS HE SO PRETTY! i'm jealous. when i shook hands with him i almost stretched out my hand to take a handful of his cheeks. to PINCH HIM HARD. SO CUTE. kawaii ne. hahahaha.
Now the bad. bloody hell shit ass. argh. gonna go back to school in like weeks time. wadahell. so not looking forward to it. grrrrrrrrrr. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
Friday, November 07, 2003
Friday, October 31, 2003
hai. today end of school liao. thought i could have this big damn hibernating thing but guess what. MOE just doesn't seem to favour secondary students like me. i still have O level chinese! how exciting. while everyone not in special starts sleeping late and enjoying the helloutta themselves, all of us are here slogging the shit out of ourselves. ha. bleaghs.
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