finally. prelims are over. and now all that's left is the O's. the big great important thing that's gonna bring us yet into another phase of life. the end of schooling in st nicks. not that the school's great or whatever, but i'm gonna miss it. not the school, but the people, of course... some of the food as well. hee. i watched raising helen like... few weeks ago, in the midst of prelims. me and kris cried our hearts out in the almost empty cinema. and sad to say, xian pretended not to know us. HA. the couple sitting at the back of us moved to the other end of the theatre during the advertisments part. hahahah. OK. i know that's our fault lah, because it wasn't even the movie that made us laugh, the advertisments were just so strangely funny that we began to laugh. probably irritated the hell outta them. WE CAN'T HELP IT. SORRY. but it'll happen again. (:

I MISS GUIDES. AND MORNING GLORY. and many many people i love a lot there. like... hmmm. yanhong dear, ling ling, dots. can't remember. hahahaha.

gonna start my intensive study schedule. and therefore, i officially proclaim this blog to be yet another round of two- month- dysfunctional blog. so don't bother checking. this account will probably be stuck here until december. i predict that after O's i won't even have the time to come online to post a decent account of some scruple of my life. too busy catching up on my life that i lost in studying. great. i'm excited. hahahahah.

fell down today. on the hockey pitch. what a decent fall man. right before the day i'm going to the istana to get the PGA. GREAT. and i'll like limp up the stairs to get the prize from mr president. i'm looking forward to the reception actually. food glorious food! wonderful. fruit tarts, cheesecakes! yay!

lalala... my patrol blog is sooooo nice. cheryl's great! must be cux she's a morning glorian. hahahahahh! so bhb eh me.
no more test liao! next week's test, surprisingly only comprises of chem! how exciting! and i can slack for the rest of the bloody week! not bloody lah. haha. will be having a buddhist retreat on thursay to saturday. hahah... so i'll be meditating and stuff in the temple. anyway. i've blogged in the patrol webbie! hahaha

renny :)

think renny's gonna break.
how?
she's trying to be stretched to the limits but I'm not a rubber band...
i'm still a string.
i'll break
when you pull too hard.
i'll bounce back higher when you hit me to the ground
but i'll burst when you do it to hard.

gimme some assurance would you?
i'm not prepared to live through self doubt and misery every day.
i'm not prepared to smile to everyone when i really dun feel like doing that.
i dun wanna cry in front of people and show that i'm a weakling.

lost my way.
my tears blinded my way...